Hello Nithyanada; thank you God i have been trying to express my thoughts about this allegations since it started. I even wrote on different site after I saw Swamiji's speech after the allegation.

I didn't write a very good message as i want to because, i was so emotional. However, for me my experience about Swamiji's teaching is a wonder full experience I start to know about Swamiji last year around April 2009 through my neighbour by reading a couple of his books.

I became so connected, i say finally someone explain it so much better what i been longing for so long. I even start the meditation because it is very practical and i enjoy doing the meditation and i start feeling some calmness within a few month the same year in September i met Swamiji at Calpataru in Toronto my experience at darshan some thing i will never forget.

For a very long time i was such in a mess in my life after i met Swamiji it felt like a huge load is been lifted from my head. He change my inner state within a short period of time i can not Waite to have innerawakning program in the near future at the ashram i relay want actual i need to see the ultimate.

Swamiji before i get to know about your teaching for the past 8 years i have read all kinds of spiritual books learn ed a lot but, non of them gave me such reassurance that it is my right and the possibility i can be in Bliss within without acquiring any thing from outside and i experience the bliss.

I want to say thank you a so much for freeing me from my ignorance, i am very great full to know you i hope all this nonsense will be over soon & you will continue to do what you love to do teaching all humankind for no cost on you tube and I can't Waite to see you at the Ashram to take the inner-awaking program i relay need to see the ultimate.

Sincerely

Cindy HAILEMARIAM